“I don’t care if they do talk. I’ll bet I made more money for the hospital than any girl there—more than all the messy old stuff we sold, too.”
“Oh, dear, what does the money matter?” wailed Pittypat, wringing her hands. “I just couldn’t believe my eyes, and poor Charlie hardly dead a year. ... And that awful Captain Butler, making you so conspicuous, and he’s a terrible, terrible person, Scarlett. Mrs. Whiting’s cousin, Mrs. Coleman, whose husband came from Charleston, told me about him. He’s the black sheep of a lovely family—oh, how could any of the Butlers ever turn out anything like him? He isn’t received in Charleston and he has the fastest reputation and there was something about a girl—something so bad Mrs. Coleman didn’t even know what it was—”“不管他们怎么议论,我不在乎,我敢打赌,我给医院挣的钱无论比哪个女孩子都多--比我们卖出那些旧玩意儿所有的收入还多。”
“唔,钱有什么了不起呢?亲爱的?"皮蒂帕特一面哭泣,一面绞着两只手说。"我简直不相信自己的眼睛,可怜的查理死了还不到一年--这讨厌的巴特勒船长就使你那么抛头露面,而他又是个可怕的、可怕极了的家伙,思嘉。惠廷太太堂姐科尔曼太太,她丈夫刚从查尔斯顿来,她跟我谈了这个人的情兄,他是个好人家的败类--啊,巴特勒家怎么会养出像他这样的不肖子来呀!他在查尔斯顿名声坏透了,没人接待,还牵涉到一个女孩子--那种坏事连科尔曼太太都不好意思去听呢--”“He isn’t brave,” said Scarlett perversely, pouring half a pitcher of syrup over her waffles. “He just does it for money. He told me so. He doesn’t care anything about the Confederacy and he says we’re going to get licked. But he dances divinely.”
Her audience was speechless with horror.“I’m tired of sitting at home and I’m not going to do it any longer. If they all talked about me about last night, then my reputation is already gone and it won’t matter what else they say.”
It did not occur to her that the idea was Rhett Butler’s. It came so patly and fitted so well with what she was thinking.“并不是他勇敢,"思嘉执拗地说,一面把半缸糖浆倒在鸡蛋饼上。"他是为了赚钱才去干的,他跟我这样说过,他对南部联盟毫无兴趣,他还说我们会被打垮呢。但是,他的舞跳得好极了。"
她的这番话把听的人吓得目瞪口呆,不敢吭声了。“老在家里呆着我已烦了,也不想再这样待下去的。要是他们全都在议论我昨晚的事,那么反正我的名声已经完了,他们再说别的什么也就没有关系了。"
她没有意识到这正是巴特勒的观点,观点来得那么地巧,并且非常适合她现在的想法。A cold qualm of guilt assailed Scarlett at the thought of Ellen’s consternation, should she ever learn of her daughter’s scandalous conduct. But she took heart at the thought of the twenty-five miles between Atlanta and Tara. Miss Pitty certainly wouldn’t tell Ellen. It would put her in such a bad light as a chaperon. And if Pitty didn’t tattle, she was safe.
“I think—” said Pitty, “yes, I think I’d better write Henry a letter about it—much as I hate it—but he’s our only male relative, and make him go speak reprovingly to Captain Butler— Oh, dear, if Charlie were only alive— You must never, never speak to that man again, Scarlett.”一想到母亲听到自己女儿的不体面行为时必然会出现的那种惊惶失措的神色,思嘉便觉得有股冰凉的罪恶感涌上心头。但亚特兰大和塔拉相距有25英里呢,想到这,她于是又鼓起勇起来了。皮蒂姑妈决不会告诉爱伦。因为那样会使她这个监护人处于很不体面的地位,只要皮蒂不多嘴多舌,她就没事了。
“我看--"皮蒂说,"是的,我看我最好是给享利写封信去谈谈--尽管我极不愿意这样做--可他是我们家唯一的男人,让他去对巴特勒船长表示责备的意思--啊,亲爱的,要是查理还活着多好--思嘉,你可千万千万不要再理睬那个人呀!"“Fer you, Miss Melly. A lil nigger boy brung it.”
“For me?” said Melly, wondering, as she ripped open the envelope.Scarlett was making headway with her waffles and so noticed nothing until she heard a burst of tears from Melly and, looking up, saw Aunt Pittypat’s hand go to her heart.
“Ashley’s dead!” screamed Pittypat, throwing her head back and letting her arms go limp.“给你的,媚兰小姐,一个黑小子给你带来的。”
“我的?"媚兰诧异地说,一面拆信封。思嘉正在吃她的鸡蛋饼,因此不曾注意,直到发觉媚兰呜呜咽咽地哭了,才抬起头来,看见皮蒂帕特姑妈正把一只手放到胸口上去。
“艾希礼死了?"皮蒂帕特尖叫一声,头往后仰去,两只胳臂便瘫软地垂下去了。“No! No!” cried Melanie. “Quick! Her smelling salts, Scarlett! There, there, honey, do you feel better? Breathe deep. No, it’s not Ashley. I’m so sorry I scared you. I was crying because I’m so happy,” and suddenly she opened her clenched palm and pressed some object that was in it to her lips. “I’m so happy,” and burst into tears again.
Scarlett caught a fleeting glimpse and saw that it was a broad gold ring.“不是的!不是的!"媚兰喊道:“思嘉!快!拿她的嗅盐来。闻吧,闻吧,亲爱的,你觉得好些了吗?使劲吸呀。不,不是艾希礼。我把你吓坏了,真抱歉,我哭了,是因为太高兴了,"她忽然把那只紧握的手松开,把手里的一件东西放到嘴唇上亲了亲。"我多么高兴,"说着,又是一阵抽泣。
思嘉匆匆瞧了一眼,看到那是一个又粗又重的金戒指。Scarlett, bewildered, picked up the single sheet and saw written in a black, bold hand: “The Confederacy may need the lifeblood of its men but not yet does it demand the heart’s blood of its women. Accept, dear Madam, this token of my reverence for your courage and do not think that your sacrifice has been in vain, for this ring has been redeemed at ten times its value. Captain Rhett Butler.”
Melanie slipped the ring on her finger and looked at it lovingly.思嘉莫名其妙地把那张信笺捡起来,只见上面用粗黑的笔迹写道:“南部联盟也许需要它的男士们的鲜血,但是还不索要它的女士们的爱情的血液。亲爱的太太,请接受这个我对你的勇气表示敬意的标志,并请你不要以为你的牺牲没有意思了,因为这枚戒指是用十倍于它的价值赎回来的。瑞德巴特勒船长。"
媚兰把戒指套在手指上,然后珍惜地看着它。In the excitement, neither of the others seemed to have thought that Captain Butler had not returned Scarlett’s ring, too. But she thought of it, annoyed. And she knew it had not been Captain Butler’s refinement that had prompted so gallant a gesture. It was that he intended to be asked into Pittypat’s house and knew unerringly how to get the invitation.
由于心情激动,别的人好像谁也不曾想起巴特勒船长没有把思嘉的戒指也退回来。但思嘉想到了,而且很恼火。她知道那不是由于巴特勒船长为人高尚而促使他做出这样一个豪侠的举动。而是因为他希望获得邀请到皮蒂帕特家里来,并且精确无误地算准了怎样才能得到这一邀请。
“I am heartbroken to think that you could so soon forget your rearing. I have thought of calling you home immediately but will leave that to your father’s discretion. He will be in Atlanta Friday to speak with Captain Butler and to escort you home. I fear he will be severe with you despite my pleadings. I hope and pray it was only youth and thoughtlessness that prompted such forward conduct. No one can wish to serve our Cause more than I, and I wish my daughters to feel the same way, but to disgrace—”
There was more in the same vein but Scarlett did not finish it. For once, she was thoroughly frightened. She did not feel reckless and defiant now. She felt as young and guilty as when she was ten and had thrown a buttered biscuit at Suellen at the table. To think of her gentle mother reproving her so harshly and her father coming to town to talk to Captain Butler. The real seriousness of the matter grew on her. Gerald was going to be severe. This was one time when she knew she couldn’t wiggle out of her punishment by sitting on his knee and being sweet and pert.“一想起你这么快便忘记了自己的教养,我就伤心透了。我已经打算立即把你叫回家来,但这要由你父亲去考虑处理。他星期五到亚特兰大去跟巴特勒船长交涉,并把你接回家来。我担心他会不顾我的劝告对你发火。我期望这样的卤莽行为只是由于年轻和欠考虑而引起的。没有人比我更希望为我们的主义服务了,我也希望我的几个女儿都像我这样,可不要辱没—-"
思嘉没有读完。信中还有更多这类的话,她生气第一次给彻底吓坏了。她现在已不再那样满不在乎和存心反抗了。她觉得自己是年幼胡来,就像十岁时在餐桌旁向爱伦摔了一块涂满黄油的饼干那样。她思量着,她那慈祥的母亲如今也在严厉地责备她,而她父亲就要到城里来跟巴特勒船长交涉了。她越发感到问题的严重性。父亲会很凶的。她终于知道自己已不再是个可爱的淘气孩子,不能坐在他膝头上扭来扭去赖掉一场惩罚了。“Pa is coming tomorrow and he’s going to land on me like a duck on a June bug,” answered Scarlett dolorously.
“Prissy, find my salts,” fluttered Pittypat, pushing back her chair from her half-eaten meal. “I—I feel faint.”“Dey’s in yo’ skirt pocket,” said Prissy, who had been hovering behind Scarlett, enjoying the sensational drama. Mist’ Gerald in a temper was always exciting, providing his temper was not directed at her kinky head. Pitty fumbled at her skirt and held the vial to her nose.
“You all must stand by me and not leave me alone with him for one minute,” cried Scarlett “He’s so fond of you both, and if you are with me he can’t fuss at me.”“明天爸爸要来了,他会像只鸭子抓无花果虫那样扑向我来呢,"思嘉忧心忡忡地回答。
“把我的嗅盐拿来,百里茜"皮蒂帕特烦燥地说,接着把椅子往后一推,丢下刚吃一半的饭不管了。"我--我觉得要晕了。”“嗅盐在你的裙兜里呢,"百里茜说,她在思嘉背后跳来跳去,欣赏着这感人的一幕。她知道,杰拉尔德先生发起脾气来常常是煞好看的,只要不发在她的头上就好了。皮蒂从裙腰上把药品摸了出来,赶快送到鼻子跟前。
“你们大家都得守在我身边,一刻也不要丢下我单独同他在一起,"思嘉喊道。”他非常喜欢你们两个,只要你们在场他就不敢跟我闹了。”“Coward!” thought Scarlett glowering at her.
Melly rallied to the defense, though white and frightened at the prospect of facing the fire-eating Mr. O’Hara. “I’ll—I’ll help you explain how you did it for the hospital. Surely he’ll understand.”“No, he won’t,” said Scarlett. “And oh, I shall die if I have to go back to Tara in disgrace, like Mother threatens!”
“Oh, you can’t go home,” cried Pittypat bursting into tears. “If you did I should be forced—yes, forced to ask Henry to come live with us, and you know I just couldn’t live with Henry. I’m so nervous with just Melly in the house at night, with so many strange men in town. You’re so brave I don’t mind being here without a man!”“胆小鬼!"思嘉心想,忿忿地瞪了她一眼。
媚兰一想起要面对奥哈拉先生那大发雷霆的样子,也吓得脸发白了,可是她仍然鼓起勇起来保护思嘉。"我会--我会帮助说明你那样完全是为了医院,他一定会原谅的。”“不,他不会,"思嘉说。"并且,唔,如果硬叫我这么丢脸地回塔拉去,我就要像母亲警告过的那样,死给他看!”
“啊,你不能回去,"皮蒂帕特一声惊叫,又哭起来了。“要是你回去,我就只好--是的,只好请亨利来跟我们在一起,可是你知道,我是怎么也不能跟他一起住的,我只跟媚兰两个人在屋里时,一到晚上就紧张得要命,因为有那么许多男人在城里呀。但是你这个人很勇敢,有你在,家里没有一个男子汉我也不怕了!”“You’d be glad to do without me if you knew what I really think of you,” thought Scarlett sourly, wishing there were some other person than Melanie to help ward off Gerald’s wrath. It was sickening to be defended by someone you disliked so much.
“Perhaps we should recall our invitation to Captain Butler—” began Pittypat.“Oh, we couldn’t! It would be the height of rudeness!” cried Melly, distressed.
“Help me to bed. I’m going to be ill,” moaned Pittypat. “Oh, Scarlett, how could you have brought this on me?”“你要是知道我对你真正的看法,就会巴不得让我走了,"思嘉满不高兴地想,但愿除媚兰之外还有别的人能帮助她躲过父亲的谴责。要由一个你最不喜欢的人来保护你,那才讨厌呢。
“也许我们应当取消对巴特勒船长的邀请--"皮蒂首先说。“唔,那就显得太不礼貌了!那不行!"媚兰着急地嚷道。
“把我扶上床去吧,我眼看要犯病了,"皮蒂帕特哼哼着。“啊,思嘉,你怎么让我受这个罪呀?”Gerald warmed to the flattery and said that the wedding had been a quiet affair, “not like you girls had,” for Joe had only a few days’ furlough. Sally, the little Munroe chit, looked very pretty. No, he couldn’t recall what she wore but he did hear that she didn’t have a “second-day” dress.
“She didn’t!” exclaimed the girls, scandalized.“Sure, because she didn’t have a second day,” Gerald explained and bawled with laughter before recalling that perhaps such remarks were not fit for female ears. Scarlett’s spirits soared at his laugh and she blessed Melanie’s tact.
“Back Joe went to Virginia the next day,” Gerald added hastily. “There was no visiting about and dancing afterwards. The Tarleton twins are home.”杰拉尔德被捧得高兴起来,他说那次婚礼不十分热闹,"不像当初你们几位姑娘办的那样,"由于乔只有很少几天的休假,芒罗家的小女儿萨莉长得很美,可惜他记不起她穿的什么衣服了,但是他听说她连件"隔朝"衣也没有呢!
“真的吗?”她们俩像受了侮辱似的惊叫起来。“真的,因为她根本就不曾有过一个'二朝',"杰拉尔德解释说,接着便大笑起来,也来不及反省这种话可能是不适宜对女人说的。听到他的笑声思嘉便兴致勃勃了,并且庆幸媚兰有这样的本领。
“第二天乔便回弗吉尼亚去了,"杰拉尔德赶忙补充一句。“以后也没有搞什么拜访和舞会。塔尔顿那对挛生兄弟现在也还呆在家里。”“They weren’t badly wounded. Stuart had it in the knee and a minie ball went through Brent’s shoulder. You had it, too, that they were mentioned in dispatches for bravery?”
“No! Tell us!”“Hare brained—both of them. I’m believing there’s Irish in them,” said Gerald complacently. “I forget what they did, but Brent is a lieutenant now.”
Scarlett felt pleased at hearing of their exploits, pleased in a proprietary manner. Once a man had been her beau, she never lost the conviction that he belonged to her, and all his good deeds redounded to her credit.“他们的伤势不重。斯图尔特伤在膝头上,布伦特被一颗米尼式子弹打穿了肩胛。你们也听说过他们在表彰英勇事迹的快报上列名了吗?”
“没有呀!为我们讲讲吧!”“两个都是冒失鬼,我想他们身上一定有爱尔兰人血统,"杰拉尔德得意地说。"我忘记他们干了些什么,不过布伦特现在是个中尉了。"
听了他们的功绩思嘉感到很高兴,仿佛觉得这功绩自己也有份似的。一个男人只要曾经追求过她,她就永远忘不了他是属于她的,他所做的一切好事也就有助于她的荣誉了。“Honey or India?” questioned Melly excitedly, while Scarlett stared almost indignantly.
“Oh, Miss India, to be sure. Didn’t she have him fast till this baggage of mine winked at him?”“Oh,” said Melly, somewhat embarrassed at Gerald’s outspokenness.
“And more than that, young Brent has taken to hanging about Tara. Now!”“是霍妮还是英迪亚?"媚兰兴奋地问,而思嘉几乎是愤愤地瞪着眼珠子等待说下去。
“唔,当然了,是英迪亚小姐,她不是一直稳稳地抓住他,直到我们家这个小女儿去勾引他为止吗?”“唔,"媚兰对于杰拉尔德这股直率劲儿感到有点不好意思。
“还不只这样呢,现在小布伦特又喜欢到塔拉农转圈了!“Suellen?” questioned Melly, breaking into a pleased smile. “But I thought Mr. Kennedy—”
“Oh, him?” said Gerald. “Frank Kennedy still pussyfoots about, afraid of his shadow, and I’ll be asking him his intentions soon if he doesn’t speak up. No, ‘tis me baby.”“Carreen?”
“She’s nothing but a child!” said Scarlett sharply, finding her tongue.“是苏伦吗?”媚兰问,脸上流露出高兴的微笑。"
不过我想,肯尼迪先生--”“唔,他呀?"杰拉尔德说。"弗兰克肯尼迪还是那样蹑手蹑脚的,连见了自己的影子都害怕。他要是再不说清楚,我就要问问他究竟安的什么心。不,布伦特是在打我那小女儿的主意。”“卡琳?”
“她还是个孩子呢!"思嘉尖刻地说,终于又开口了。Melly blushed, unaccustomed to such frankness, and signaled Peter to bring in the sweet potato pie. Frantically she cast about in her mind for some other topic of conversation which would not be so personal but which would divert Mr. O’Hara from the purpose of his trip. She could think of nothing but, once started, Gerald needed no stimulus other than an audience. He talked on about the thievery of the commissary department which every month increased its demands, the knavish stupidity of Jefferson Davis and the blackguardery of the Irish who were being enticed into the Yankee army by bounty money.
When the wine was on the table and the two girls rose to leave him, Gerald cocked a severe eye at his daughter from under frowning brows and commanded her presence alone for a few minutes. Scarlett cast a despairing glance at Melly, who twisted her handkerchief helplessly and went out, softly pulling the sliding doors together.媚兰脸红了,她很不习惯这种坦率态度,于是示意彼得去把甘薯馅饼拿进来。她在心里拼命寻找别的话题,最好既不牵涉到某个具体的人而又能使奥哈拉先生不要谈其他此行的目的。她什么也想不出来,不过奥哈拉一下打开话匣子,便只要有人听他,也用不着你怂恿了。他谈到物资供销部的需求每月都在增加,谈到杰斐逊戴维斯多么奸滑愚蠢,以及那些被北方佬以重金招募到军队的爱尔兰人怎样耍流氓,等等。
酒摆到桌上了,两位姑娘起来准备走开,这时杰拉尔德皱着眉头严峻地看了他女儿一眼,叫她单独留下来陪他一会。思嘉无可奈何地瞧着媚兰,媚兰无计可施,绞着手里的手绢,悄悄走出去,把那两扇滑动的门轻轻拉上了。“Not so loud, Pa, the servants—”
“They know already, to be sure, and everybody knows of our disgrace. And your poor mother taking to her bed with it and me not able to hold up me head. ‘Tis shameful. No, Puss, you need not think to get around me with tears this time,” he said hastily and with some panic in his voice as Scarlett’s lids began to bat and her mouth to screw up.“I know you. You’d be flirting at the wake of your husband. Don’t cry. There, I’ll be saying no more tonight, for I’m going to see this fine Captain Butler who makes so light of me daughter’s reputation. But in the morning— There now, don’t cry. ‘Twill do you no good at all, at all. ‘Tis firm that I am and back to Tara you’ll be going tomorrow before you’re disgracing the lot of us again. Don’t cry, pet. Look what I’ve brought you! Isn’t that a pretty present? See, look! How could you be putting so much trouble on me, bringing me all the way up here when ‘tis a busy man I am? Don’t cry!”
“爸爸,别这么大声嚷嚷,佣人们--”
“他们一定早知道了,大家都听说咱们家的丑事了,你那可怜的母亲给气得躺倒了,我也抬不起头来。真丢人呀!不,小家伙,这一回你休想再用眼泪来对付我了,"他急速地说下去,口气中微微流露着惊恐,因为看见思嘉的眼睑已开始眨巴眨巴,嘴也哭了。"我了解你。你是丈夫一死马上就会跟别人调情的。不要哭嘛。我今天晚上也不想多说了,因为我要去看看这位漂亮的巴特勒船长,这位拿我女儿名誉当儿戏的船长,但是明天早晨--现在你别哭了。这对你毫无好处,毫无好处。我已经决定,你明天早晨就跟我回塔拉去,免得你再让我们大家丢脸。别哭了,好孩子,瞧我给你带来了什么!这不是很漂亮的礼物吗?瞧呀!你给我添这许多麻烦呢,叫我在忙得不可开交时老远跑到这里来?别哭了!"
She turned and tossed on the hot pillow until a noise far up the quiet street reached her ears. It was an oddly familiar noise, blurred and indistinct though it was. She slipped out of bed and went to the window. The street with its over-arching trees was softly, deeply black under a dim star-studded sky. The noise came closer, the sound of wheels, the plod of a horse’s hooves and voices. And suddenly she grinned for, as a voice thick with brogue and whisky came to her, raised in “Peg in a Low-backed Car,” she knew. This might not be Jonesboro on Court Day, but Gerald was coming home in the same condition.
她的头在火热的枕头上转过来转过去,直到隐隐听见寂静的大街上有个声音远远传来。那是一个很熟悉的声音,虽然那样模糊,听不清楚,她从床上溜下来,走到窗口。在一片繁星密布的幽暗天空下,街道两旁那些交拱着的树木,显得柔和而黑黝黝的。声音愈来愈近,那是车轮的声响,马蹄的得得声和人声。她忽然咧嘴一笑,因为她听到一个带浓重爱尔兰土腔和威士忌酒味的声音在高唱《矮背马车上的佩格》,她明白了。这一回尽管不是在琼斯博罗旁听了法庭审判,但杰拉尔德这次回家的情景却是同上次的毫无二致。
“Now I’ll be giving you the ‘Lament for Robert Emmet.’ Tis a song you should be knowing, me lad. I’ll teach It to you.”
“I’d like to learn it,” replied his companion, a hint of buried laughter in his flat drawling voice. “But not now, Mr. O’Hara.”“Oh, my God, it’s that hateful Butler man!” thought Scarlett, at first annoyed. Then she took heart. At least they hadn’t shot each other. And they must be on amicable terms to be coming home together at this hour and in this condition.
“Sing it I will and listen you will or I’ll be shooting you for the Orangeman you are.”"现在我要给你唱《罗伯特埃米特挽歌》,你是应该熟悉这支歌的,小伙子。让我教你唱吧。”
“我很想学呢,"他的那位同伴答道,他那拖长的声调中好像抑制着笑声似的,"不过,奥哈拉先生,以后再说吧。”“啊,我的上帝,这就是那个姓巴特勒的家伙呀!"思嘉心里想,开始觉得懊恼,但随即高兴起来。至少他们没有搞决斗,而且他们一定很投机,才在这个时刻在这种情况下一道回家来。
“我要唱,你就得听,要不然我就宰了你,因为你是个奥兰治分子。”“ ‘Tis no better. ‘Tis worse. I have two sister-in-laws in Charleston and I know.”
“Is he going to tell the whole neighborhood?” thought Scarlett panic-stricken, reaching for her wrapper. But what could she do? She couldn’t go downstairs at this hour of the night and drag her father in from the street.With no further warning, Gerald, who was hanging on the gate, threw back his head and began the “Lament,” in a roaring bass. Scarlett rested her elbows on the window sill and listened, grinning unwillingly. It would be a beautiful song, if only her father could carry a tune. It was one of her favorite songs and, for a moment, she followed the fine melancholy of those verses beginning:
“She is far from the land where her young hero sleepsAnd lovers are round her sighing.”
“那也好不到哪里去。而且更坏呢。我有两个姨妹就在查尔斯顿,我很清楚。”
“难道他想让所有的邻居都听见吗?”思嘉惊恐地想道,一面伸手去找自己的披肩,可是她怎么办呢?她不能深更半夜下楼去把父亲从大街上拖进来呀!倚在大门上的杰拉尔德这时二话不说,便昂着头用低音吼着唱起《挽歌》来,思嘉把两只臂肘搁在窗棂上听着,心里很不是滋味。这本来是支很美妙的歌,只可惜她父亲唱不成调儿。她自己也是喜欢这支歌的,还跟着歌词沉思了一会,那是这样开始的:
她距离年轻英雄的长眠之地很远,她的情人们正围着她在这儿悲叹。
“I suppose I must go down,” thought Scarlett. “After all he’s my father and poor Pitty would die before she’d go.” Besides, she didn’t want the servants to see Gerald in his present condition. And if Peter tried to put him to bed, he might get unruly. Pork was the only one who knew how to handle him.
She pinned the wrapper close about her throat, lit her bedside candle and hurried down the dark stairs into the front hall. Setting the candle on the stand, she unlocked the door and in the wavering light she saw Rhett Butler, not a ruffle disarranged, supporting her small, thickset father. The “Lament” had evidently been Gerald’s swan song for he was frankly hanging onto his companion’s arm. His hat was gone, his crisp long hair was tumbled in a white mane, his cravat was under one ear, and there were liquor stains down his shirt bosom.“我看只好我下楼了,"思嘉想。"毕竟他是我父亲,而皮蒂是死也不会去的。”而且,她不想让佣人们看见杰拉尔德这副模样,要是彼得去扶他上床,他准会发神经的。只有波克才知道怎样对付他。
她用披肩紧紧围着脖子,点起床头的蜡烛,然后迅速从黑暗的楼梯上下去,走到前面穿堂里。她把蜡烛插在烛台上,开了门,在摇晃不定的烛光下看见瑞德巴特勒衣着整齐地搀扶着她那位矮矮胖胖的父亲。那首《挽歌》显然已成了杰拉尔德的天鹅之歌,因为他已经老老实实地挂在这位同伴的臂膀上了,他帽子不见了,那头波浪式的长发乱成了一堆白马鬃似的,领结歪到了耳朵下面,衬衫胸口上满是污秽的酒渍。“Bring him in,” she said shortly, embarrassed at her attire, infuriated at Gerald for putting her in a position where this man could laugh at her.
Rhett propelled Gerald forward. “Shall I help you take him upstairs? You cannot manage him. He’s quite heavy.”Her mouth fell open with horror at the audacity of his proposal. Just imagine what Pittypat and Melly cowering in their beds would think, should Captain Butler come upstairs!
“Mother of God, no! In here, in the parlor on that settee.”“把他带进来,"她毫不客气地说,对自己的装束感到很不好意思,同时恼恨父亲使她陷入了任凭此人嘲笑的尴尬境地。
巴特勒把杰拉尔德推上前来。"让我帮你送上楼去好吗?你是弄不动他的。他沉得很。”听到这一大胆的提议,她便吓得张口结舌了。试想果真巴特勒船长上楼去了,此刻正畏缩着躲在被子里的皮蒂帕特和媚兰会怎样看呢!
“哎哟,不用了!就放到这里,放在客厅的长沙发上好了。”“I’ll thank you to keep a civil tongue in your head. Here. Now lay him down.”
“Shall I take off his boots?”“No. He’s slept in them before.”
She could have bitten off her tongue for that slip, for he laughed softly as he crossed Gerald’s legs.“你要是留神把话说得文明一点,我就感激不尽了。这里,把他放下吧。”
“要不要替他脱掉靴子?”“不要,他本来就是穿着靴子睡的。"
她不小心说漏了嘴,恨不得咬断自己的舌头,因为他把杰拉尔德的两条腿交叉起来时轻轻地笑了。He walked out into the dim hall and picked up the hat he had dropped on the doorsill.
“I will be seeing you Sunday at dinner,” he said and went out, closing the door noiselessly behind him.Scarlett arose at five-thirty, before the servants had come in from the back yard to start breakfast, and slipped down the steps to the quiet lower floor. Gerald was awake, sitting on the sofa, his hands gripping his bullet head as if he wished to crush it between his palms. He looked up furtively as she entered. The pain of moving his eyes was too excruciating to be borne and he groaned.
“Wurra the day!”他走过黑暗的穿堂,拿起那顶掉在门槛上的帽子。
“星期天来吃午饭时再见吧,"他边说边走出门去,随后轻轻把门带上。思嘉五点半钟起身,这时仆人们还没有从后院进来动手做早餐。她溜进静悄悄的楼下客厅里。杰拉尔德已经醒过来,坐在沙发上,双手捧着圆圆的脑袋,仿佛要把它捏碎似的。思嘉进去时他偷偷朝她看了看。他这样动动眼睛也觉得痛苦不堪,接着便呻吟起来。
“真要命,哎哟!”“I sang?”
“Sang! You woke the echoes singing the ‘Lament.’ ”“ ‘Tis nothing I’m remembering.”
“The neighbors will remember it till their dying day and so will Miss Pittypat and Melanie.”“我唱歌了?”
“唱了!把《挽歌》唱得震天响!”“可我压根儿记不得了。”
“邻居们会到死还记得的。皮蒂帕特小姐和媚兰也是这样。”“Game?”
“That laddybuck Butler bragged that he was the best poker player in—”“How much did you lose?”
“Why, I won, naturally. A drink or two helps me game.”“Look in your wallet.”
As if every movement was agony, Gerald removed his wallet from his coat and opened it. It was empty and he looked at it in forlorn bewilderment.“玩儿?”
“巴特勒那小子吹牛说他玩扑克无人能敌--”“你输了多少?”
“怎么,我赢了,当然,只消喝一两杯我就准赢。”“拿出你的荷包来我看看。"
好像动弹一下都很痛苦似的,杰拉尔德好不容易才从上衣口袋里取出荷包,把它打开。他一看里面是空的,这才愣住了。As she looked indignantly at the empty purse, an idea took form in Scarlett’s mind and grew swiftly.
“I’ll not be holding up my head in this town,” she began. “You’ve disgraced us all.”“Hold your tongue, Puss. Can you not see me head is bursting?”
“Coming home drunk with a man like Captain Butler, and singing at the top of your lungs for everyone to hear and losing all that money.”思嘉烦恼地瞧着那个空荷包,心中渐渐形成一个念头,而且很快就明确了。
“我在这里再也抬不起头来了,"她开始说,"你把我们的脸都丢尽了。”“孩子,闭住你的嘴,你没看见我的头都快炸了吗?”
“喝得醉醺醺的,带着巴特勒船长这样一个男人回来,扯开嗓子唱歌给大家听,还把口袋里的钱输得精光。”“What will Mother say when she hears?”
He looked up in sudden anguished apprehension.“You wouldn’t be telling your mother a word and upsetting her, now would you?”
Scarlett said nothing but pursed her lips.“Think now how ‘twould hurt her and her so gentle.”
“And to think, Pa, that you said only last night I had disgraced the family! Me, with my poor little dance to make money for the soldiers. Oh, I could cry.”“Well, don’t,” pleaded Gerald. “ ‘Twould be more than me poor head could stand and sure ‘tis bursting now.”
“妈听到了会怎么说呢?"他忽然惊慌失措地抬起头来。
“你总不至于向你妈透露让她难过吧,会吗?”思嘉只嘟着嘴不说话。“试想那会叫她多伤心,像她这样一个柔弱的人。”
“爸,那么你也得想想,你昨晚还说我辱没了家庭呢!我,只不过可怜巴巴地跳了一会舞,给伤兵挣了点钱嘛。啊,我真想哭。”“好,别哭,"杰拉尔德用祈求的口气说。"我这可怜的脑袋还怎么受得了呀,它真的就要炸了!”
“Now Puss, now Puss, don’t you be hurt at what your poor old father said and him not meaning a thing and not understanding a thing! Sure, you’re a fine well-meaning girl, I’m sure.”
“And wanting to take me home in disgrace.”“Ah, darling, I wouldn’t be doing that. ‘Twas to tease you. You won’t be mentioning the money to your mother and her in a flutter about expenses already?”
“No,” said Scarlett frankly, “I won’t, if you’ll let me stay here and if you’ll tell Mother that ‘twas nothing but a lot of gossip from old cats.”“小家伙,得了,得了,不要为你这可怜的老父亲说的什么话伤心了,他是完全无心的,并且什么事情也不懂!当然,你是个又乖又好心的姑娘,我很清楚。”
“还要带我不光彩地回家去吗?”“噢,我不会这样做,亲爱的,那是逗你玩儿的。你也不要在妈跟前提这钱的事,她已经在为家里的开支发急了,你说呢?”
“不提,"思嘉爽快地说,"我不会提的,只要你让我还留在这里,并且告诉妈妈,那只不过是些刁老婆子的闲扯罢了。"“ ‘Tis blackmail, no less.”
“And last night was a scandal, no less.”“Well,” he began wheedlingly, “we’ll be forgetting all that. And do you think a fine pretty lady like Miss Pittypat would be having any brandy in the house? The hair of the dog—”
“这等于是敲诈了嘛。”
“昨晚的事也很不体面呢。”“好吧,"杰拉尔德只得哄着她说,"我要把那件事统统忘掉。现在我问你,像皮蒂帕特这样一位体面的女士,家里会藏得有白兰地吗?要是能喝一杯解解昨晚的酣醉--"
She saw a long vista of picnics by the bubbling waters of Peachtree Creek and barbecues at Stone Mountain, receptions and balls, afternoon danceables, buggy rides and Sunday-night buffet suppers. She would be there, right in the heart of things, right in the center of a crowd of men. And men fell in love so easily, after you did little things for them at the hospital. She wouldn’t mind the hospital so much now. Men were so easily stirred when they had been ill. They fell into a clever girl’s hand just like the ripe peaches at Tara when the trees were gently shaken.
She went back toward her father with the reviving liquor, thanking Heaven that the famous O’Hara head had not been able to survive last night’s bout and wondering suddenly if Rhett Butler had had anything to do with that.想象着美妙的远景她好像看见在水声潺潺的桃树溪畔举行野餐和在石山举行大野宴的情景,还有招待会、舞会,坐马车兜风,以及星期日晚上在小店吃晚餐,等等。所有这些活动她都要在场,并且成为其中的核心,成为一群群男人围聚着的核心。男人们会很快坠入情网,只要你在医院里给他们稍稍做点事情就行。现在他对医院不再那么反感了。男人生病时总是容易感动的。他们很轻易就会落到一位机灵姑娘的手里,就像在塔拉农场,只要你把果树轻轻一摇,一个个熟透了的苹果就掉下来了。
她拿着那瓶能叫人重新振作的酒回到父亲那里,一路在心中感谢上帝,因为著名的奥哈拉家族的头脑毕竟没有抵挡住昨晚的那场搏斗;她并且突然想起:也许瑞德巴特勒还和这件事有关呢。